mimpi freak

halloooooo:) eh masa tadi malem gue mimpi freak banget haha. gini ceritanya.
jadi gue itu pulang sekolah,terus gue ga di jemput jemput. tiba tiba bokap gue nelfon,nanya kyk gini "biya,kamu jadi les ga?" gue jawab "jadi" kata bokap "yaudah nanti ayah jemput". kan gue les jam 11 ya,nah itu udah jam 11.50an. tp gue ga takut telat apa gimana gitu. terus ga lama bokap gue jemput. nyampd rumah jam 1.30an. terus di rumah bokap gue ada tamu,terus tamunya lama banget,akhirnya bokap gue selese dan bilang mau berangkat. gue ganti baju dulu,terus pas mau keluar rumah,gue ngeliat jam dulu. dan ternyata sekarang jam 4.01pm. padahal,gue les jam 11-13. terus gue bilang nyokap,kata nyokap nanti dia mau sms gurunya. terus yaudah gue berangkat,palingan nanti gue les bareng sama kelompok B. terus di perjalanan,tiba tiba gatau kenapa,bokap gue balik ke rumah. terus mbak gue sama kakak kakak gue naik motor,bokap&nyokap naik motor,gue di suruh naik sepeda freak banget. yaudah akhirnya gue naik,terus ngebut karena di suruh. pas gue mau nge-rem,tiba tiba gue baru nyadar kalo rem gue blong. terus dari arah depan sepeda gue,ada sepeda lain yg ngebut jg. dia berlawanan arah sama gue. terus akhirnya kita tabrakan,terus gue ketimpa sepeda freak itu, walaupun ga semuanya kena. terus kan banyak orang ngeliatin gitu ya,terus ada mobil lewat,terus mereka ngeliat orang banyak itu,terus karena mereka penasaran,anak cowok mereka turun&ngeliat. dan anak cowoknya itu abhi. pas abhi ngeliat gue,dia shock,terus dia megang badan gue(ya lo tau kan kalo di sinetron ada pacarnya ketabrak,pasti sama cewek/cowoknya di pegang gitu) sambil nangis gitu:') terus dia nanya ke orang dimana rumah gue. terus akhirnya gue dibawa ke rumah gue. gue gatau diapain sama abhi,pokoknya seinget gue,gue ditidurin di pojok kasur deket dinding,terus abhi ngelus-ngelus kepala gue sambil tiduran di pojokan kasur deket lantai,tepatnya sebelah gue tp agak jauh. terus pas lg kyk gitu,gue bangun. yah padahal lg seru tuh haha. udah ah capek nulis di hp bye

huaaaaaaaa

hellooooooo:) gue lg seneng(padahal stress),sumpah ya tadi di perpustakaan kocak banget deh:DDDDD ohiya,gue mau ngelanjutin postingan gue yg kemaren. bener kan itu hak dia mau apa enggak? sebenernya gue gemes banget sama sikap dia sekarang yg cuek,sombong,suka boong,pokoknya resek deh. lo kenapa sih jadi berubah? dari kelas 5 gue deket sama lo sampe kita pacaran,sikap lo baik dan itu ga berubah ubah. tp setelah putus,sikap lo berubah total. gue bingung mau nyampein ini dengan cara yg kayak gimana,tp kayaknya walaupun gue udah berusaha untuk ngomong,lo jg gak bakal nganggepin. kan lo sekarang udah GAK SUKA sama GUE(ganyante amat yak). rasanya ya gue pengen ngomong gini ke lo "kenapa sih lo sekarang berubah? gue ga suka sama sikap lo yg sekarang. lo suka boong sama gue,gue ga suka kalo lo kayak gitu. gue pengen lo berubah kayak dulu lagi. dan gue mau,lo ngerubah sikap 'playboy' lo itu. gak semua cewek bisa di gituin. gue aja sebenernya gamau di gituin,tp yaaa mau gimana lg? blablabla" pokoknya gue ngomong panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaang lebaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar deh same dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ohiya,please follow my twitter ya http://twitter.com/biyabiy. thaaaaaaaaaaaanks:) sebenernya gue pengen banget cerita lg tp di tumblr aja ya ihihihi http://letsread.tumblr.com kalo mau baca lanjutannya,buka itu aje yeeeeeee thaaaanks. byebyebyebyebyebye

playboy

semenjak gue putus,gue jd agak takut pacaran gitu deh. gara gara gue udah tau yg namanya playboy dan gue udah ngerasain kayak di mainin sama playboy itu. gue ga mau di giniin,orang orang tuh kalo pacaran bisa nyampe sebulanan gitu ya. nah,kalo ini? 3 minggu men,bayangin aja. tanggungan banget sih,seminggu lg jg udah sebulan yegak? beneran deh,gue ngerasa gue tuh dimainin sama playboy itu. kalo kata pepatah,habis manis sepah dibuang(kalo gak salah haha). setelah putus,dia cuek aja gitu. sms enggak,gue ajak ngomong gamau,ya gue sih sabar aja. abis,mau gimana lg? hak jg hak dia mau ngapain aja,yakan? nanti lanjutin lg ya bye

stop!

stop thinking about him dong biy,jangan mikirin dia mulu lah biy. minggu depan UASBN,tanggal 25-27 may UAS,pikirin tuh ujian jangan mikirin cowok mulu. lama lama otak lu isinya dia semua biy,stress dah lu jadinya. hhhhhhh iya juga sih,bentar lg ujian. mikirin ujian aja dulu baru deh mikirin cowok playboy ga mutu yg selalu ke inget sama gue. jujur gue capek gini terus,gue ga betah kalo kayak gini. GOD HELP ME!! susah banget deh ngelupain dia:'( rasanya gue pengen curhaaaaat terus sama temen gue yg ga bocor dan bisa ngasih gue solusi yg paling tepat. udah deh gue capek nulis di hp ahaha bye

FORGET HIM!

eh itu perasaan titlenya ganyante amat-.- okay,jadi gini kan gue punya mantan ya. dan itu susah banget buat di lupain,i dont know why tp susahnya naudzubillaminzalik. setiap gue nyoba untuk ngelupain dia,pasti ada aja yg gue inget pas kita pacaran kalo gak yaaa inget dia aja. eh ayo dong help me,rasanya gue pengen banget ngelupain dia. tp kenapa ga bisaaaaaaa? gue selalu ngomong sama diri gue sendiri kayak gini "forget him biy forget him,life must go on. just let it flow lah biy. jangan mikirin dia terus,dia itu playboy yg gak mutu. pokoknya forget him biy". tp kenapa gue ga bisa ngelupain? susah banget rasanya,dan kadang gue jg agak jealous kalo liat dia deket sama cewek. gue takut aja dia suka sama cewek itu,ya walaupun dia udah ga suka sama gue. yg baik please dong kasih tau gue sebenernya perasaan gue ke dia gimana terus kasih tau gue gimana caranya ngelupain cowok yg udah ngekhianatin gue(cielah bahasa lu biy). pokoknya gue minta tolong banget ya:') thanks banget yg mau bantuin gue:'''')

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EH GUE UDAH GA SAYANG LOH SAMA ABHIIII HAHAHHAHA SENENG GUAAAAAA...
(sorry postingan ga penting)

share lyric & story

heyyyyy...gue lg bete nih gara gara si playboy cap sikil a.k.a alfariz abhi rukmana putra jelek abaaaaaaaaal!!!! masa tanggal 23 putus,tanggal 24nya udah suka sama orang lain. kesal guaaaa...gitu banget sih lo bhiiiiiiiiii kejaaaaaaaaaam...daripada gue marah marah terus,gue share lyric aja yaaaaa

Frankie J - More Than Words

(verse 1)
Saying i love you
Is not the words i want to hear from you
Its not that i want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me,yeah
'cause i'd already know

(verse 2)
What would you do
If i took those words in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If i took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying i love you

(verse 3)
Now that i've tried to
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is
Close your eyes and just reach out your hand
And touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words
Is all you ever needed me to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That your love me,yeah
'cause i already know

gue lg suka sama itu laguuuuuuu:)))) deep aja gitu artinya,ya walaupun ga deep deep amat tp kan tetep aja deep hehe:P gue pengen share lyric lagu lg,lagu Invisible-nya Taylor Swift....

Taylor Swift - Invisible

She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She’ll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can’t see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

There’s a fire inside of you that can’t help but shine through
She’s never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

[Chorus:]
And I just wanna show you
She don’t even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we’re Invisible i just wanna open your eyes and make you realize
I just wanna show you she don’t even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

She can’t see the way your eyes light up when you smile

lagunya enaaaaaaaak lhoooo...lyricnya oke kan kan kan? suka gue sama ini laguuuuuuuuuu
eh sekarang gue lg di rumah nenek gue,sodara gue ada dua yg ulang tahun. terus sekarang gue lg nonton WOWP,terus gue bete. AAAAAAAAAASHIIIIIIIIIT COWOK GA BENER LU,KYK GIGOLO LU. emang bener kata iklan,jangan pacaran sama cowok,pacaran sama pria-_- lagian itu cowok resek banget minta di tabok banget tau ga siiiiiiiiiiih.....pokoknya gua kagak mau pacaran lagi sampe kelas 10(1 SMA). tp insyaAllah kyk gitu ya haha,ah tp beneran deh gua kagak mau pacaran dulu selama nanti SMP kalo ada yg nembak gue,gue tolaaaaaaaaaaaaaak. lo tau ga sih playboy gigolo cap sikil,lo tuh bikin gua sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit haaaaaaaaaaaaatiiiii....cielah biya udah sakit hati zz. gaklah ga sakit hati cuman sakit perut haha biya you're so funny ya very funny:) ga kok ga sakit hati,gapapa gue maafin lo. lagian mana lo tau ya gue sakit hati apa ngga?! yakan?? gue mau share lyric lagi aaaaaahh,tp lagu apaya?? oiya,lagunya Beyonce aja yg If I Were A Boy. nih lyricnya

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy

If I were a boyeven just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guysand chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
you thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understandand you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

hey,ini kenapa ga bisa di ganti fontnya?? ah bete ah-_- udahan ya bye